2013年5月30日星期四.

终于从假期回来了。心不甘，情不愿的。
努力，不求回报。
你他妈的我还真的不求回报。
开始觉得自己就像个白痴。我怀疑我老妈生我的时候是不是忘了给我带脑袋。
我需要的，是正能量！知道什么是正能量吗？！
而不是我才开始有负能量就告诉我，辞职啦，辞职啦！
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Can you understand how I feel?!
I better shut my mouth.. Speechless and I'm Useless.. Yes, As you think, I'm useless and no experience, you will not have confidence on me. So?! Whatever?! Please remember you also gain your experience start from my age!

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2013年5月25日星期六.

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2013年5月14日星期二.

#愛上你那時愛到不像話　後來想盡　辦法忘掉
到最後我就合上嘴巴　多說像對自己撒謊

星空下說永恆額頭上的吻　你雙手將我環繞
未來即便它是一個問號　也能對自己　炫耀

有一句話再也都聽不到　那些過往只好放在心上
你愛我太美好時間會知道　怎樣去熬成一句動人的話
有一句話再也都聽不到　那些過往讓它自己燃燒
我愛你太美好時間會知道　怎樣去熬成動人一句話

記憶裡說我們相同的體溫　一想到就不會冷
未來永遠都是一個問號　也是種天荒地老#
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好久好久没有找到一首歌，可以重复听了两天。
歌词，声音，入心入肺。
这几天狂吃，吃到胃也承受不了了。不是胃变胖，我也快变肥婆了。
工作开始只剩下等待，还没开始啊，我却觉得累了。哈哈。
以前总觉得整天travel不用在家几好。
这才发现，一个人在外面多么的孤单。
一个人睡觉的时候想念家里的龟龟，一个人看电视的时候想念家里的沙发，一个人坐车的时候想念爸爸开的车，开心的时候一个人笑，不开心的时候一个人哭。
偶尔一个人晚餐，想念妈妈有时失水准的菜。一个人喝酒的时候想念爸爸陪着我喝茶。
原来travel是他妈的显！
但是还好现在都是在本地，还可给爸爸妈妈打电话撒娇。
原来我这个半生不熟的人，是胆小鬼。
哈哈~
Life is Beautiful, Because I have papa mama~

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2013年5月13日星期一.

Maybe getting older? I dont feel any exited as my birthday is near.
I understand what you trying to tell me yesterday night.
I might not pay enough attention and affort for our relationship, but more concerntrate and make use all my time on my work. Is just an excuse?
Honestly speak, ya, I know you did your best to make me feel comfort and secure, try to help out and care my every little things in my daily life.
Im sorry about that..
If I'm able to make a real wish for my birthday,
I wish: to cure my bleeding heart, let go every hurt and unsecure feeling, then back on track.

As usual, Happy Birthay to you & me Baby ..

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2013年5月9日星期四.

Today? Upset day..why said so? Boss? What should a boss have to do?
Dear both Mr. P,can u guys try to understand me?as an employee alone here to settle all the rubbish stuff without requesting any return..can u guys please take care of me?1st Mr. P,as I always treated u as my idol,can u please take out ur courage to protect us? Can u give us a clear direction to make us move on to keep and always support u? Do u know without ur courage we can't move any further..
2nd Mr.P, I never try so hard and so wish to have a department head like u! I been go thru all the hardness way to get u in the team. Talk with boss talk with everyone to prove that u r capable to take the position that u deserved..what I get?at the end im still an exe,but why can't u just settle urself to fit in the job that u like and keep on push urself back to the low range?we gone through so much of difficulty!!
I had did my best for my work and what I can do more to take care both of u?can u guys take care of me back? Im just a girl,little girl! Sorry to say,im no as strong as u guys think.
Ya,im down,I always supportive,but when I need support and care,as a boss, can u guys understand?? Both of u hurt me badly!! What an upset and disappointed day..

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2013年5月6日星期一.

What a unpeaceful Sunday that i ever had.. horning around, motorcycling around, make noise, traffice jam. Is hard to have a peace and quiet place to enjoy my book and breakfast! Yes, I agree i hate election day..
Everyone have their own choices to choose whatever they like,whatever they think is good for themselve,so do you guys! Why when other people refuse to choose whatever you guys think is right, then means they are wrong? Funny define ! lousy and lame!
Yes, I as a Malaysian I had did my job for election.. But who do you guys think you are? dont ever abuse other people's choice. I got my own right to choose whatever I like..
Dear God, Please give me my peaceful life back...!! I just want to have a cup of nice coffee and reading day.
And ya, today is a very special public holiday. But nothing special, because I cant live without my work. Enjoy my chinese with my pressured work. That is where my happiness come from.. I'm workaholic..
Happy Holiday a.k.a. Happy working day!!

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