2013年6月29日星期六.


Maybe I should admit that, im annoying..LOL
but i know u will never feel that..
Maybe I should admit that, im noisy..
But i know u understand it..
Maybe I should admit, i always moody..
But i know u still handle it well..
Maybe I should admit, i doknow how to handle certain things,
But i know u willing to cover what i do not know..
Maybe i should admit, always need your help to settle all small little things in my life,
But u nv complaint bcz u always said im strong in something else.
 
Thanks, and i appreciate that..
what i mean, i really do..
i appreciate all the BUT from you..
and thanks for the BUT..


{ 09:48 }

2013年6月25日星期二.


 
I hate the feeling of sick..
Feel so lonely..
I just hope to have someone for me to rely,
some one for me to talk with,
take up my phone, doknow who to call, or which number should i dial..
Even u, will not be there for me..
Why Im the one who always have to be so understanding?
Can someone understand me?
Do you guys deserved my appreciate?
 
Maybe i'm too tired on my job? my life?
Sometimes feel down but yet i feel satisfied,
maybe i really should slow down my steps..
I just hope someone can understand me,
not much,
one minute,
is the request sounds too much?
if yes doesn't matter..
 
I should learn how to love myself, before to others..
 
I'm sick..
brain sick, physical sick,
Heart, SICK..


{ 18:43 }





Finally we finish the show,and I consider it as successful fair.
We should admit we perform well in the fair,
and get react with all those cat lovers.
That is Pet Food Division all about.
And both of us make it!!
Created the new department and this will be the 1st honor..
credit by Mr. Pang and Jackie.
We sold off almost 60% of our stocks and get 50% of FB fans,
Alot of cat lovers come back to us and said their cats love our food.
Is there still any confusion?
Is there still any unclear situation?
We are almost there..
Hope Mr. Pang will not giving up easily..
because, as all of them said,
as all both of us think,
we will be a very good team and lets perform it well to show those people to look our division down..
We can make it..!!
Pet World Malaysia 2013?
Successful Exhibition!!
 

{ 11:33 }


 
So should i mad at you?
Is that your problem even my profile picture are edited?
If you dont feel like look at it then just delete the chat room, I not really care of your visiting on my chatroom.
Who do you think you are?
U got no right to insult me..
Please get out of my way..
I dont even know how to use the complicated calculator..
Funny and lousy when hear ur in sudden insult




 

{ 11:28 }

2013年6月18日星期二.


Dont have a words to describe my mood now..
Laugh like a fool infront of everybody,but actually feel like that to pointed out with the rude finger..
Cannot breath, cannot cry, dont even have the right to angry when get misunderstand from those idiot character.. So actually im the most idiot than those idiotss..
listening to the songs that you sent me, feel comfort, like someone stand infront of me and say, I will stand by your side whenever you need me..
Thanks for that..I appreciate it..Those song keep me motivated, 'we're not broken'.. I understand my dear..
This week gonna be a very busy week ahead due to the Exhibition on this coming weekend, I think the only feeling would be exhausted, when I on my way back to Penang.. Well, I need holiday again.... sigh.. I been submerge by all those heavy work and documentations..I hate it honestly.. But I know i have to gone through these process.. because i got no experience,because i do not have brilliant past, so understand that i have to take all the difficulty and hurt. after more and more falling, i will learn to avoid and all those hurts and pain will not come to me anymore.No complaintss! No angryss!!
I always remember what daddy trying to let me understand, no matter how, no matter where i'm, I should appreciate what im having now, and make those precious to be valuable..
I might not know what will be in the future, but i know what i should plan for my future.. that is why vision and mission come into place..
Enjoy myself and awaiting for the 1st exhibition that organise by our own, Pet Food Division.. ofcourse awaiting for the growth of it..



{ 17:14 }

2013年6月16日星期日.


 槟城发生了风灾…每天报纸翻开,都还有未知的 死伤人数.
 咖啡店,茶室  ,每个人的嘴里都挂着的话题…
 死者家属说要赔偿金。
 寒的.不是因为他家人离开自己,而是金钱的诱惑比自己爱的人离开自己还觉得重要。
 平日的自己.爱得深的人转身走开,自己都需要很大很大口的氧气,很大颗很大颗的眼泪,很多很多的时间来平复自己的心..那却是和你相处了半辈子的丈夫。无论给我多少多少的赔偿金,他也回不来。

No matter how cruel the world are,
No matter how hard my life will go,
No matter how people treated me,
No matter how many difficulty that I have to go on still,
No matter what's the next I gonna face,
Life still move on..
Life is short,make it sweet..

{ 15:19 }

2013年6月14日星期五.


Remember young time,when I face up some problem that I ccannot be solved,I will walk out to garden,squad down and pick up a small stone to play with it.. When the time playing with the stone,suddenly feel the stone is the only thing that understand me the most in the world.. While playing with the little rock,suddenly figure out what's the problem are,with solution. I will stand up,throw away the stone,and walkways with happy mood with my solution..
And now,grew up become a 24 years old lady, suddenly realise,how will the stone feel when I thrown it away? Feel sad? Hurt? Pain? Wheb I holding it,it thought that it will and would be my everything.
For the time being,the would & thought,still the was and think..
Is too late to realise the feeling of the rock,when you are one of the rock..
Nothinges would be,I know,is just a matter of time..

{ 20:13 }

2013年6月11日星期二.

同舟共济..情侣?朋友?同事?家人?其实非常的适合。
情侣?
无论贫穷,富贵,尊贵,堕落.一同面对,叫同舟共济.
朋友?
无论开心,难过,正常,发颠.手握着手,叫同舟共济.
同事?
面对困难,给与正能量,面对批评,互相扶持,叫同舟共济.
家人?
无论高低起落,无论对或错,都坦然面对.给与支持.那叫同舟共济.
那生活中的我们…有多少的人可以熬过同舟共济,一起面对和熬过所有?
少,

{ 16:57 }

2013年6月7日星期五.


突然的,有点想念阿公。
想念每天他给我买云吞面做早餐,他坐在一旁喝着咖啡乌,听我说我工作的点滴。开心他陪我笑,不开心他替我打抱不平。嗯,那种感觉真好。
阿公阿公,丝蔓真古bo jiak wan tan mee liao..Lu hor bo? wo xiao lu liao..wa wu guai guai tia mummy ey wua..wa bo hor lang bully. kor si lu ey guai sun..liao lu wu guaiguai bor? kor wu wui tia bor..
I miss you grandpa..

{ 16:36 }

2013年6月3日星期一.


我在想是不是失望多了,开始习惯了失望。
你让我觉得失望的次数,多得我也开始不懂要有什么反应了。
但是想想,要是因为失望而放弃自己的原则那有点说不过去。
想要学的,我还是会努力的学,该做的,我还是要努力的做。
这些,是为我自己的,并不是为你。

{ 16:21 }

narcissism.

bold underline italics

materialist.

Forkie
Money

noise.

nonsense.

memories.

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