2013年10月31日星期四.
Beside those bitchy face in office,
I'm still doing well on my job.
Ready to Sg and down to Thailand again.
Started my busy life again without paperwork
and good that I can get away from the house for sometimes.
Early in the morning,
yet to warm up but being kidnap by the Mr. P.
Should I said that he is the most clever boss among my working experience at the past.
Open his eyes round & big, looking at you and listening to what you are complaining.
Umm..I should say,
I melt again.. where to get a boss like him?? comfort his employees..
Walao... Don't be so stupid this time..
Weekend is around the corner..
Great for me to have a rest at "home"..
Great day ahead!
=))
{ 17:04 }
2013年10月30日星期三.
Can I move out from the house?
Can I?
From day one i started my working life,
never be in a peaceful mood.
why should u guys give me so much of pressure?
the pressure from u guys make me feel like dying!
Always hope me can be like sister! Can I be like her, I go to sell cigarette to earn money? now opened up her own shop. Can I?
she fight for her own, u guys said is not good to go and sell cigarette. now open up a shop u guys said she is awesome,fight for herself.
What about me?
isn't i fighting for myself now?
why have to force me to do what i do not like to do?
9 - 5 work, can earn money?
until the time i work as normal clerk what u will say again?
i got no money la this la that la.
Maybe now i fight so hard and i get ntg, but i gained experience.
Im only 24 years old, is the best time for me to fight for my 30 years old..
and u guys will just like to scold me..
everyday everyday & everyday..
Can u guys feel proud of me instead of looking at the salary that i earning now??
Can u guys feel a little bit of happy for me that i really make all those success in my career??
no proud of me,no happy for me, but keep blaming, keep scolding,
sister work i didn't?
sister can go back late without working why i cant?
only she is ur daughter and im not?
i facing alots of problem during work time,
who can share with??
not u not u!!u guys will just scold me im stupid im sick im useless im idiot.
ya..im!!
so how?
why have to compare me with sister? why want to make me feel angry on sister?
why?
is because of u guys!!
u guys always said i dowan to share my job life with u guys,
share what??
Do know when started..
when i drive home,
i feel so pressure when i step into that door..
I pray to god and hope,
please let me go mad as soon as possible..
stay in Tanjung Rambutan without any burden..
Sick of my life,
Sick of my job..
sick of myself..
im fail,im useless..
i fail to be a daughter, forgive me..
i doknow what to do more!
{ 14:51 }
2013年10月28日星期一.
完全不在状况。
完全不知道这一路来那么辛苦的原因。
完全不知道怎么来让自己使力踩油门来那么远工作？
厉害在，就算多么的失望我每天只要一踏进公司，
不放弃的念头又回来了。
是真的该停下自己的脚步，
看看前边的空间还有多少的进步？
再停下来看看，
自己是不是要求过了头，
其实很多事情都未必要求完美？
自己也是不是需要一点休息的时间，
来平衡那其实平衡不了的心情？
Baby..
Is time to plan for Holiday..
I need Sunlight..
I need seaside..
I need beer..
I need sand..
I need AIR..
=))
{ 12:17 }
2013年10月21日星期一.
低落的人生总会出现一线曙光？
我们口袋可以空，但是脑袋和心不可以空？
记得成就感总大过金钱给的满足感？
那谁可以告诉我，其实自己被利用完过后被抛弃的感觉，
以上哪一个“感”可以给自己一点少许的平衡点？
金钱没有的满足感，又成就感来平衡。
那被抛弃的感觉，有什么可以平衡呢？
看那么多的激励书籍，
原来一点也派不上用场。
所以，扪心自问，
只有自己知道该怎么平衡自己。
只有自己，
会是自己觉得见过最好的心理辅导师。
{ 14:39 }
2013年10月17日星期四.
Can I get away from here?
Feel so down to be in this company,
this environment,
this atmosphere,
and the most important is,
the culture.
What should I do more?
Why I still work that hard?
When can I let go?
How should I let go?
Where should I go after this?
No plan, No hope, No MONEY for all of things,
No plan, No hope No MONEY for my future.
Where's my sunlight?
{ 12:41 }
2013年10月11日星期五.
What a busy week until I cant even write a blog..
Straightaway fly to Singapore after Kl show..
I found unsatisfaction for this show. What a stupid show.. arghh..
But is good to go to Singapore for a visit.
feel my job are getting heavier..
Whatever...
What i do is just what I have to do..
{ 23:47 }
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